=.=

Promises are meant to be broken...

And you...are the only person that i am still able to bear with...till today...

Though everything are so fake, bt you still make it sounds so real, and i still...yea, i still believe in it...

Dearest dad...

Papa reached Malacca- Ixora Apartment at 6 something in the morning...

But he wake me up at 7....and he actually waited for me jz to let me sleep more...

I cried and cried last night...its my fault to cause him travel so far from Kedah to Malacca just to have a look at me...jz to see am i in a good condition....papa...i sayang you...~

Went to have Dimsum, we chatted all the way to dimsum...and i can feel that he is worried about me...a girl that never complain anything about studies to him will suddenly called him and cried to him, telling him that she is facing problem in studies...

To him, i am always a tough girl, i never complain about anything, just sometimes about some silly things...bt not in studies...

Okay, back to the story...

After dimsum, he went to Sukimasese's room to take bath...sigh...

Silly Ixora...sigh....

Later, we went to Dataran Pahlawan...and he bought me 1 long pants, 1 cuttie shirt, and 1 checked shorts...and 1 jeans and T-shirt for himself~

We walked and walked and walked.....i am tired, and so do him...

We even walked to Jonker Street for a bowl of cendul and ais kacang...haha!

The taste of gula malacca is superb..and papa like it so much~ Muahahahaaha^^

Went back at 4 something...and off we go for dinner at 6 in the evening..

We talked and talked and talked...

Papa talked about how he managed to graduate...and how tough of the life he had been through last time...He even talked about how he feels when he first sent me here...

I realise that he sometimes blamed himself for sending me here, without considering about my interest and if i am willing to come here...

But i told him that...he did a correct choice...i never blame him for sending me here, and i din feel regret of choosing this subject...really..

I will love him because he loves me so much....hehe^^

He did everything for me...choosing the best for me...and care so much for me...and even help to solve the troubles i caused everytime...

Thanks papa...for everything~ Miss you and love you forever~

The someone..

Someone is very proud of you..

Someone is thinking about you..

Someone cares about you...

Someone misses you...

Someone wants to talk to you...

Someone wants to be with you...

Someone hopes you aren't in trouble...

Someone is thankful for the support you have provided...

Someone wants to hold your hand...

Someone wants you to be happy...

Someone is celebrating your successes..

Someone think you are a Gift...

Someone wants to hug you...

Someone admires your strength....

Someone is thinking of you and crying...

Someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on...

Someone wants to go out with you and have lots of fun...

Someone wants to protect you...

Someone would do anything for you...

Someone is grateful for your forgiveness...

Someone wants to be forgiven..

Someone wants to laugh with you about the old times...

Someone remember you and wishes that you were there...

Someone values your advice...

Someone wants to tell you how much she cares...

Someone wants to share her dreams with you...

Someone wants to hold you in your arms...

Someone wants you to hold her in your arms..

Someone treasures your spirit...

Someone believe she could stop time because of you...

Someone can't wait to see you...

Someone wishes that things doesn't have to change...

Someone loves you for who you are...

Someone wants to be with you...

Someone loves the way you make her feel...

Someone wants you to know that she is there for you..

Someone stayed up night thinking about you...

Someone is wishing that you will notice about her...

Someone wants to be near you...

Someone misses your guidance and advice...

Someone has faith in you...

Someone trust you...

Someone needs your support...

Someone needs you to have faith in them...

Someone loves you...

Sukimasese....someone needs you....

Twilight

the official summary from Summit Entertainment

Bella Swan has always been a little bit different
Never one to run with the crowd, Bella never cared about fitting in with the trendy, plastic girls at her Phoenix, Arizona high school.
When her mother remarried and sent Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she didn't expect much of anything to change.
But things do change when she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen. For Edward is nothing like any boy she's ever met.
He's nothing like anyone she's ever met, period.
He's intelligent and witty, and he seems to see straight into her soul.

In no time at all, they are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance - unorthodox because Edward really isn't like the other boys.

He can run faster than a mountain lion.

He can stop a moving car with his bare hands.

Oh, and he hasn't aged since 1918.

Like all vampires, he's immortal.

That's right - vampire.

But he doesn't have fangs - that's just in the movies.

And he doesn't drink human blood, though Edward and his family are unique among vampires in that lifestyle choice.

To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate.

But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy.

Somehow or other, they will have to manage their unmanageable love.

But what will they do when Laurent and James, the Cullens' mortal vampire enemies, come to town, looking for Bella?

A modern, visual, and visceral Romeo and Juliet story of the ultimate forbidden love affair - between vampire and mortal.

I am craving for it....

Went to watch Twilight just now...

And guess what, the movie was just too nice that it catches my heart...

This was the first movie to make me think twice about what had just happened in my life...

The story might be a little unrealistic....

For me, the love between Bella and Edward is always the love that i craving for...

The protection that Edward is giving to Bella...

How i wish that someone do protect me in such that way...

I won't care so much, even he is a vampire...

Love includes trust between two people....

You won't hurt or you won't let the person you love in danger...or harm by anyone...

I once fall in love with a person....

and he make me feel secure whenever i am with him...

the feeling of being safe surrounded me whenever i was with him...

I have faith in him...i do trust him with the full of my heart...like how Bella trusted Edward, even he is a vampire...

Faith is one of the reason that make me still so in love with him till now...

How i wish there will be a person that will protect me, love me, care about me, cherish me, like how Edward and Bella do...

Cherish the person who loves you....

What tittle should i put...

I am tired...of everything...

I am really tired...

You have changed me....a lot...

I am not the one before...

You have changed me, into the person that can't go back to the old self anymore...

You have changed me into be a materialistic person...

You are selfish...

You always wanted me to be the person with the characteristic that you like...

You force me to change to a different person...

You are so selfish...

I tend to keep my things, my feelings to myself...since you are not there anymore to listen to me..

I choose to keep it to myself...

But you always force me to tell you!

And everytime your reaction will be the same everytime you listen to what i told you...

You tend to find my fault...according to you, everything happened because of my fault..

Everything is not reasons...they are facts...and it is undeniable..

To you, am i always the person who will always argue with you?

To you, am i the person who will always make you feel angry...

To you, be together with me will only bring sadness, angryness to you...

To you, i am always the one who spoil your mood, make you feel headache bout...

I am always a spoiler to you...cause i tend to spoil your everything...

And you must be thinking that meeting with me this type of person, is the worst thing that happens in your life, isn't it..

I am tired....